“Back to the Cud Life. Sorry i care about my art, im sorry ha i just put my heart into all i do, i work fucking hard as hell to make these jams. Im not some gimmick just making songs, this is my life. You insult my work youre insulting me and i just cant have that. I just cant.”—(via cudlife)
So I’m going to be taking a week of vacation at the end of May to go to my one of my best friend’s graduation in New Orleans. The question is should I do the 9 hour drive there or should I fly and land in Houston for a few hours between flights? They cost almost the same amount of money, but I’m on the fence because I have a feeling I can take some great pictures on the way there when I stop for breaks, and plus it’d be easier if they wanna go back with me….. GAHHHH. Now with that reasoning, driving is the best option haha. 9 hours isn’t as bad as it sounds, especially when you’ve driven 19 hours to get to Michigan like I have. Sky pictures or land pictures?
Watching the Lion King last night (thanks tumblr) is making me mad nostalgic and wanting to pull out those old Disney VHS tapes and watching all those amazing movies again<3 Oh wait, I have the internet haha.
Not travel the world sort of thing, though that’s something I plan on doing someday, hopefully sooner than later. But I mean have the money to be able to travel when I want. 99% of my best and closest friends don’t live here. I want to be able to take road trips and fly to the other side of the country for a change in scenery. I wish I was financially stable, I rarely have anything more than 50 bucks at any given time, usually it’s a lot less :( It takes 40 bucks a week now to fill up my car (FORTY FREAKING DOLLARS) and that was before I drove all around doing photoshoots for people, nowadays I’m lucky to have any money lying around. I want to meet up with my fellow photographers out there and learn from them, I want to sit around and goof off with my best friends, I want be done with college so that’s one less thing I have to worry about. There’s so much things I want, but I can’t have. But things will get better soon, and so will my life :) I just hate the wait.
“Reblog this if you love God” “Reblog this if you wanna make a change” “Reblog this to take action for cancer”
Blah blah blah, you’re not doing anything, all you’re doing is reblogging something with nothing but a buncha letters on it. If you love God, you’d take your ass to mass & have a whole lotta faith in him & not tell him on Tumblr, LOL. You’re not actually doing anything, unless you’re the next Ghandi or the person to find the ultimate cure for cancer. If any of those do happen, then you can come back and cuss me out :) But ‘til then, those are just stupid af.
i’m finding it really hard to keep up with social networking sites now. I don’t look forward to it as much as i used too.
Don’t get me wrong though, i’ve met so many wonderful people through these things but i guess my time now is being focused on more important things outside of the virtual world. If anything, i’m only on the internet now to pass time when i’m not busy. I rarely use facebook and i dont have an urge to be on tumblr 24/7 with the fear of “missing out” - maybe i’m just over all of this. Tumblr’s great though, im not looking down on anyone for using this because everyone claims to have their own purpose on it, but i guess this is just one of those blogs where i realize that i dont have much time to waste anymore.
I dont know if that makes sense to anyone but in my head it does.